I feel lonely and I don't know why. Maybe, I just miss my friends. This summer was very unproductive for me. People are taking review tests for college while I am just here doing nothing all day and stare at this fucking laptop. To be honest, I'm quite not ready to be a senior yet. Time flies just too fast. I feel...unprepared. I'm not even sure what course I would take or which school I'm going to. I hope I could decide as soon as possible. I hope God will guide me to the right path. Please pray for me. thanks :)