Time flies so fast.
My freshmen memories feel like they just happened yesterday. Now, I'm in my senior year and uncertain of what lies ahead. I'm somewhat scared and excited. From what I heard, college is fun and stuff and our teachers keeps insisting that college will bring out the best in you. You will learn how to be independent and all. That's what I suck at, being independent. I'm really dependent in my parents. I think it's because I'm the youngest in the family. Even in the simplest things. When I know, my parents are there..I become lazy easily and I don't know whyy.
I've already decided what course to take and the school. My parents were hesitant because the course is not really that common and only few schools here in our hometown(oh, scratch that I think it's the only school that offers it here)so I've suggested that I'll go to another place and I'll be living in a dormitory. So what happened? My parents were in a rage. They've lectured me for like the whole time and they keep saying that I can't live there because I've grown up being pampered and I don't even know how to do this and that. They've also had a rant about financial issues that we might face. I almost cried, thinking of how useless I am. I just held it back in. But God was so good, I prayed asking Him to guide me and lead the way. I know He has all the right answers and TADAAAAAA....They already agreed!
I'm just waiting for my CSAT results. I'm also not sure if I did well in that test but I just a 60 above percentile rank. Dear God, please hear me out. And oh, there's still our research paper, the golden ticket to graduate. I'll be having my exams this week and long tests on Computer, Accounting and Trigo. So help me God. Too many things to do, and I'm still procrastinating. I need your prayers!
Until my next post.
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