When she confessed..

So, today is the last day of formal classes as a senior high school student(yay? or nyay?). We also had our last community mass and the tradition was letting the undergrads face us which was really awkward. Anyway, nothing much happened today besides hugging our teachers and singing somewhat like a hymn.

I never expected that today about other people's personal thoughts. We agreed to keep it among us, all things that we shared will never get out. I'm not gonna tell, of course, except...this one thing that really had a great impact on me. It really touched my heart.

She was hesitating to say it at first but then she spilled later on, she said since we are graduating soon and we might part ways , she tries to avoid getting to attached to me. Before she said that,  she already told us that she doesn't consider anybody as her best friend because she believes, in some way, that people will change. What she said was true, as what they say change is the only constant thing in this world but change  is not bad at all times, change can be for the better. Anyway, she was already crying and I can tell that she was really sincere. I felt something burning in my heart after hearing her explanation. She said that she doesn't want to get attached because she feels like she's being left out. I felt guilty too because I never thought that she thinks that way and the feeling of saying those words to me was just beautiful.

I've learned today that  being loved is such a wonderful thing. We should always cherish those moments with the  people close to your hearts.    Since there's three weeks left until the end of  High School, I want to express my deepest gratitude to all my friends who   are very annoying yet lovable at the same time. :)

Sweet 16

On the last day of January, my friends surprised me on my birthday. It was something memorable and shameful.

I have the weirdest friends but they are all so lovable. :) And so the story goes like this...
It was recess time when they decided to throw the surprise greeting for me. My friend Xyra keeps distracting me so I won't be able to find them hiding in the fire exit and so she led me to the lockers but then on the other side of the building is my crush's(?) classroom and I saw my friends drag him out of his classroom. Then I was like whining and all but then just decided not to hesitate no more because I keep doing this usually and it gets tiring eventually. So when I get inside the classroom, they were like singing happy birthday gleefully HAHAHA and then they sent him in they let us stand beside each other then they took a picture then they told him to put his arm on my shoulder and surprisingly, he did then the pictures were posted in facebook and I don't know what happened next.

Although my friends like to humiliate me in front of public but I still love them anyway. I know put much effort for me to be happy on my birthday and I really appreciate it. They are the best gifts I have ever received from God, seriously. I know it sounds cliche but it's really what I know and feel. My 16th birthday was sweet after all. Thanks to these beautiful people, I have experienced things I haven't done before. A month left before we take the final exams and it's really a lot of pressure. As much as I don't want to leave my friends behind, I know that we will still grow together as individuals and adults. Distance does not matter if love is there and so wherever am I, they will always stay in my heart.

Bliss

You passed. Wait. What? Are you serious? How?

This afternoon I've heard that the UPCAT results were out. I was both nervous and anxious at the same time. I had a feeling that I didn't pass. I had no confidence but the odds are in my favor. God is so good.  Even though I get decent grades, I can say that I'm not the brightest person in the class. There are just some people who don't have to make such effort cause well, they're natural but not me. I'm happy even though it's not one of the 'top 3.'It's UP and I did not apply for any colleges (with the exception of the college offered by my school). This day is wonderful and I know I've been posting about this in Facebook, twitter, and now this. I just want to express how truly happy I am to be part of the passers. I was lucky that out of the 60,000 people who took the test, I was part of the 13,000 who passed. God is so great and I owe this to Him. He was the source of my knowledge. Anyway, my friends and my mom are encouraging me to enroll but I don't think I would. I know this a great opportunity but I'm doubtful about the course. I was lacking out of ideas on what course to take so I just chose that one. Furthermore, it's not guaranteed that if you graduate in a prestigious school, you're gonna be successful. Hard work and perseverance work in a long way.